Hi.
I don't know if it's getting to be that time of year when daylight savings makes it seem like the sun sets waaaaaaaaaay to early, or if I've just been watching too many Asian dramas (like this one 70 episode historical fiction saga on Netflix...), but it's got me thinking...
11.09.2018
8.23.2018
Work it
Hi.
I've been meaning to post about a few crochet/knit projects I've been working on, including one I just finished yesterday, that just needs to be blocked, finished, etc... finally - it took quite a bit of reworking, possibly due to the fact that I'm still a bit of a noob at knitting... But I figured I should add in the last project and make sure I complete all the finishing touches on the projects before I post them. Personally it's been hilarious because I have been working on items for winter over the course of April thru August... well at least they'll be ready for this upcoming winter? :P
Regardless, the yarning projects are only one of several things I've picked up lately in addition to the list of items I've had on my list to accomplish since I've had a bit more time on my hands since June... which of course has included things I hadn't meant to do, like (re)binging a few beloved television series (i.e. Veronica Mars, Psych, Chuck, Korean dramas on Netflix, Totally Spies - yes. Totally Spies. It's so bad... I blame Amazon prime video for that one). But unemployment of course has some downsides, so lately I have been determined to work on one of my wayside personal goals: getting back in shape.
I've been meaning to post about a few crochet/knit projects I've been working on, including one I just finished yesterday, that just needs to be blocked, finished, etc... finally - it took quite a bit of reworking, possibly due to the fact that I'm still a bit of a noob at knitting... But I figured I should add in the last project and make sure I complete all the finishing touches on the projects before I post them. Personally it's been hilarious because I have been working on items for winter over the course of April thru August... well at least they'll be ready for this upcoming winter? :P
Regardless, the yarning projects are only one of several things I've picked up lately in addition to the list of items I've had on my list to accomplish since I've had a bit more time on my hands since June... which of course has included things I hadn't meant to do, like (re)binging a few beloved television series (i.e. Veronica Mars, Psych, Chuck, Korean dramas on Netflix, Totally Spies - yes. Totally Spies. It's so bad... I blame Amazon prime video for that one). But unemployment of course has some downsides, so lately I have been determined to work on one of my wayside personal goals: getting back in shape.
4.08.2018
Weighed down
Hi.
It's a seasonal thing. Everybody has those feelings. It's easier to sleep. Snails seem to speed past you, but hey, at least they are getting somewhere. Talking is too much of a bother. The thoughts just keep swirling down deeper.
Sometimes the downward pull is stronger. There isn't enough upward force to pull you back into the regular sinusoidal patterns of life. The earth is just slowly sinking under you. And the further down you go, the harder it is to climb out - the easier it is to fall into it, let it swallow you.
You're not considering ending things, you're not that kind of person, not that selfish. But the world is just... hard.
You're trapped under a rock-slide. You've made some bad decisions. You're not where you hoped to be. Things are changing, but inertia is hard to resist. Where is this all supposed to end?
It's a seasonal thing. Everybody has those feelings. It's easier to sleep. Snails seem to speed past you, but hey, at least they are getting somewhere. Talking is too much of a bother. The thoughts just keep swirling down deeper.
Sometimes the downward pull is stronger. There isn't enough upward force to pull you back into the regular sinusoidal patterns of life. The earth is just slowly sinking under you. And the further down you go, the harder it is to climb out - the easier it is to fall into it, let it swallow you.
You're not considering ending things, you're not that kind of person, not that selfish. But the world is just... hard.
You're trapped under a rock-slide. You've made some bad decisions. You're not where you hoped to be. Things are changing, but inertia is hard to resist. Where is this all supposed to end?
3.14.2018
Desirables
Hi.
"I want to feel desired."
That thought has lingered in my brain ever since a conversation with a friend, as we ruminated over what we seek in a relationship and the ways we'd go about doing it.
Somehow, you don't need to clarify that statement. It doesn't need to be followed up with background or definitions of some vague concept. Sure you can elaborate. But it describes the bottom line - to be with someone who wants you.
"I want to feel desired."
That thought has lingered in my brain ever since a conversation with a friend, as we ruminated over what we seek in a relationship and the ways we'd go about doing it.
Somehow, you don't need to clarify that statement. It doesn't need to be followed up with background or definitions of some vague concept. Sure you can elaborate. But it describes the bottom line - to be with someone who wants you.