Smart bitches read trashy books. That is all I have to say.
But actually...
But actually...
11.30.2011
11.29.2011
Sentimental Inception
Hi.
So for those of you who thought I was going to talk about Inception the movie after reading the title... I'm sorry to say you will be disappointed. Though the fact did cross my mind that using 'inception' in a title would be super awesome... ^_^ Just remember that inception is an actual word with it's own meaning independent of the movie, a definition formed centuries preceding the inception of the movie - and no, it has nothing to do with messing with peoples dreams the way you want to. Now that I've clarified that point, onto the actual point of the post.
Over the past few weeks, I have found myself from time to time having taken back a step from my own life and casting my gaze towards the interactions of those around me: the ways people communicate strive to form connections with each other. Specifically, I notice the stumbling first steps into the wonderful world of romance.
So for those of you who thought I was going to talk about Inception the movie after reading the title... I'm sorry to say you will be disappointed. Though the fact did cross my mind that using 'inception' in a title would be super awesome... ^_^ Just remember that inception is an actual word with it's own meaning independent of the movie, a definition formed centuries preceding the inception of the movie - and no, it has nothing to do with messing with peoples dreams the way you want to. Now that I've clarified that point, onto the actual point of the post.
Over the past few weeks, I have found myself from time to time having taken back a step from my own life and casting my gaze towards the interactions of those around me: the ways people communicate strive to form connections with each other. Specifically, I notice the stumbling first steps into the wonderful world of romance.
Food coma - Part 2
Hi.
I do apologize for the lack of posting this past weekend. Here I thought it would be easy to write and post over the break while I was at home. However, circumstances prevented me from even writing down the recap of Thanksgiving dinner. So with the sincerest apologies for the lack of posts, I shall continue.
Up until now, I realize that most of my posts have dealt with my thoughts on different subjects, either just because I felt the urge to write of them, or due to events that are happening in my life at the time. But with this post, I plan on giving you an update on actual details of my life - Ok, so it might not be a big deal, but it is actually different from what I have been posting before... especially with the pictures ^_^
I do apologize for the lack of posting this past weekend. Here I thought it would be easy to write and post over the break while I was at home. However, circumstances prevented me from even writing down the recap of Thanksgiving dinner. So with the sincerest apologies for the lack of posts, I shall continue.
Up until now, I realize that most of my posts have dealt with my thoughts on different subjects, either just because I felt the urge to write of them, or due to events that are happening in my life at the time. But with this post, I plan on giving you an update on actual details of my life - Ok, so it might not be a big deal, but it is actually different from what I have been posting before... especially with the pictures ^_^
11.24.2011
Foooood comaaaaa
Hi.
So due to massive amounts of delicious food, I do not have it in me to write today. And let's not forget the Black Friday shopping that has been planned. So I am off to recover through sleep. Worry not, there will be an actual post tomorrow....
... But for now I sleep. Until then:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kAugl1qxM_Q
So due to massive amounts of delicious food, I do not have it in me to write today. And let's not forget the Black Friday shopping that has been planned. So I am off to recover through sleep. Worry not, there will be an actual post tomorrow....
... But for now I sleep. Until then:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kAugl1qxM_Q
11.23.2011
Homeward Bound
Hi.
To change things up a bit, I am sharing this music at the start, in the hopes you will listen to it as you read this post:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ab8FhRBwpEo
I'm home for Thanksgiving break today. It's the usual running errands for my mother, cleaning up the house, attending the functions just to spend time with family. I don't necessarily hate it - I mean I love being with my family. It's just that I look into the future when I do come home, as I try to figure out my life, and I don't think I'd be able to live more than just a few weeks at home like that. I've grown accustomed to living for myself, running my own household (apartment really): cooking, cleaning, socializing all on my own terms, at my own pace. It isn't about trying to live with people aside from myself. It is more about trying to merge my life as a dependent high-schooler with the person I am now: someone who has lived away from the home I grew up, building my own social network, getting to know the area I live.
To change things up a bit, I am sharing this music at the start, in the hopes you will listen to it as you read this post:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ab8FhRBwpEo
I'm home for Thanksgiving break today. It's the usual running errands for my mother, cleaning up the house, attending the functions just to spend time with family. I don't necessarily hate it - I mean I love being with my family. It's just that I look into the future when I do come home, as I try to figure out my life, and I don't think I'd be able to live more than just a few weeks at home like that. I've grown accustomed to living for myself, running my own household (apartment really): cooking, cleaning, socializing all on my own terms, at my own pace. It isn't about trying to live with people aside from myself. It is more about trying to merge my life as a dependent high-schooler with the person I am now: someone who has lived away from the home I grew up, building my own social network, getting to know the area I live.
11.22.2011
Momentous Moments
Hi.
How do you decide the events in a life that define you and who you are? Do you know the minute they happen? Or do you look back on your experiences years later, and differentiate the memories that are the building blocks of your character? Is it just a moment or is does it span an entire week? Is it a connection you find with someone else? Or is it something that uncovers another facet of your own self?
Do they have to be life altering, mind blowing - mind boggling? Or can they be something simple - normal - everyday moments? Do they fill you with a happiness that bubbles up and out of you, till your shouting it at the top of your lungs? Or do they bring out the deepest, darkest, draining, life-depleting feelings in the pit of your soul?
There is no way to plan them, no way to anticipate them. In fact, even if it is the biggest moment of your life, and you know it's coming - that it is going to be a defining moment - it will still creep up on you in ways you couldn't imagine. It replays in your mind as if it happened yesterday, for it is carved into your very essence. One can only hope that those moments are the ones that bring you joy.
To those life defining moments that you won't ever stop thinking about:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_EDtnl_MhE0
How do you decide the events in a life that define you and who you are? Do you know the minute they happen? Or do you look back on your experiences years later, and differentiate the memories that are the building blocks of your character? Is it just a moment or is does it span an entire week? Is it a connection you find with someone else? Or is it something that uncovers another facet of your own self?
Do they have to be life altering, mind blowing - mind boggling? Or can they be something simple - normal - everyday moments? Do they fill you with a happiness that bubbles up and out of you, till your shouting it at the top of your lungs? Or do they bring out the deepest, darkest, draining, life-depleting feelings in the pit of your soul?
There is no way to plan them, no way to anticipate them. In fact, even if it is the biggest moment of your life, and you know it's coming - that it is going to be a defining moment - it will still creep up on you in ways you couldn't imagine. It replays in your mind as if it happened yesterday, for it is carved into your very essence. One can only hope that those moments are the ones that bring you joy.
To those life defining moments that you won't ever stop thinking about:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_EDtnl_MhE0
11.21.2011
My Little Secrets
Hi.
Secrets. Privileged information. Confidential. Lies. Private - Keep OUT.
There are a lot of things people will do to maintain some semblance of privacy in our lives. I cherish the idea that that my life isn't an open book for anyone to read. But I've realized that I might not be as private a person as I thought.
Secrets. Privileged information. Confidential. Lies. Private - Keep OUT.
There are a lot of things people will do to maintain some semblance of privacy in our lives. I cherish the idea that that my life isn't an open book for anyone to read. But I've realized that I might not be as private a person as I thought.
11.18.2011
Please, it's NERD not geek
Hi.
I am a NERD. I admit it.
Sometimes I'm a brainless twit. Sometimes I'm a dancing party maniac. And sometimes I'm psycho sugar addict. But I am ALWAYS a NERD.
But if I hear the word GEEK come out of your mouth, I will bitch slap you to Timbuktu. Why? Because I am a NERD. And to me, there's a world of difference between the two.
I am a NERD. I admit it.
Sometimes I'm a brainless twit. Sometimes I'm a dancing party maniac. And sometimes I'm psycho sugar addict. But I am ALWAYS a NERD.
But if I hear the word GEEK come out of your mouth, I will bitch slap you to Timbuktu. Why? Because I am a NERD. And to me, there's a world of difference between the two.
11.17.2011
(Maybe not so) Short and Sweet
Hi.
My mind has just been so blank as to what to post today, and I blame the current Song on Repeat 11/17. I don't know what it is, but I've been listening to it non-stop, from when I went to sleep last night to making food, the entire night and day. And because of it, I can't seem to think of anything to write except this song. The saddest part is that I have at least 2 posts in the works in addition to the topics I have mentioned in other posts. In fact, I was even considering writing about my taste in music, but I realized it would be highly influenced by this song. So that plan was tossed out. But why this song? And why does it totally take over to the extent that I am drifting away in the melodies of the song that I could sit for days just listening to the song, my mind blank (which probably means I can add it to the list of music for those days when I just want to be alone and walk outside... maybe I'm in one of those moods now?). At first I couldn't explain it, but then I kind of figured a out just a bit.
My mind has just been so blank as to what to post today, and I blame the current Song on Repeat 11/17. I don't know what it is, but I've been listening to it non-stop, from when I went to sleep last night to making food, the entire night and day. And because of it, I can't seem to think of anything to write except this song. The saddest part is that I have at least 2 posts in the works in addition to the topics I have mentioned in other posts. In fact, I was even considering writing about my taste in music, but I realized it would be highly influenced by this song. So that plan was tossed out. But why this song? And why does it totally take over to the extent that I am drifting away in the melodies of the song that I could sit for days just listening to the song, my mind blank (which probably means I can add it to the list of music for those days when I just want to be alone and walk outside... maybe I'm in one of those moods now?). At first I couldn't explain it, but then I kind of figured a out just a bit.
11.16.2011
My dear Mr. Quincy
Hi.
Just the other day I was perusing the home page on facebook, and I happened across an engagement picture album of one of my highschool classmates. Just looking at the photos, you could tell that those two really were happy with each other, that they were right for each other. And then it led me to thinking that a lot of the people I knew in highschool are engaged or already married even. So my train of thought brought me to think about my Mr. Right - my Mr. Quincy.
Just the other day I was perusing the home page on facebook, and I happened across an engagement picture album of one of my highschool classmates. Just looking at the photos, you could tell that those two really were happy with each other, that they were right for each other. And then it led me to thinking that a lot of the people I knew in highschool are engaged or already married even. So my train of thought brought me to think about my Mr. Right - my Mr. Quincy.
11.15.2011
Just leave me be...
Hi.
So I realize it's been a few days since my last post, though if you've kept up with my previous posts, you would know it is from my birthday celebrations ^_^. So of course, I've been a little busy preparing for my party, recovering from said party, going out dancing, waiting for my family to visit, going out with family, hanging out watching movies, going to class, and finally salsa dancing! But amid all this celebrating and revelry, I found myself wanting to be alone.
So I realize it's been a few days since my last post, though if you've kept up with my previous posts, you would know it is from my birthday celebrations ^_^. So of course, I've been a little busy preparing for my party, recovering from said party, going out dancing, waiting for my family to visit, going out with family, hanging out watching movies, going to class, and finally salsa dancing! But amid all this celebrating and revelry, I found myself wanting to be alone.
11.10.2011
Beans and Leaves
Hi!
Alright, so in all honesty right now, you'll have to forgive me if I seem a bit all over the place. I just had a cup of straight up coffee on an empty stomach, and the caffeine has hit me really hard... So onto the rest of the post before I crash! ^_^
Given that I just had coffee, I was thinking about all the natural plants and such that we obtain caffeine from, and how flavorful the things made from them can be. The obvious ones are cocoa beans, coffee beans, and tea leaves. As is obvious, you get chocolate, tea, and coffee ^_^. I have to say that I love all of them, and seek to indulge in them, little treats every once in a while.
Alright, so in all honesty right now, you'll have to forgive me if I seem a bit all over the place. I just had a cup of straight up coffee on an empty stomach, and the caffeine has hit me really hard... So onto the rest of the post before I crash! ^_^
Given that I just had coffee, I was thinking about all the natural plants and such that we obtain caffeine from, and how flavorful the things made from them can be. The obvious ones are cocoa beans, coffee beans, and tea leaves. As is obvious, you get chocolate, tea, and coffee ^_^. I have to say that I love all of them, and seek to indulge in them, little treats every once in a while.
11.09.2011
Me Day. Celebrate it!
Hi.
So this upcoming Monday is a special day for me! Haha, well at least I like to think that it is, because it's my birthday. This year, I fully plan on capitalizing on the circumstances that this year has offered.
11.08.2011
Super Bowl. Here we go!
Hi.
The energy, the tension, the rivalries, the pounding heart beats. There is no sports game that can quite beat the excitement of a good Steelers game. What brings this up? The disappointing, yet high-adrenaline game played this past Sunday.
The energy, the tension, the rivalries, the pounding heart beats. There is no sports game that can quite beat the excitement of a good Steelers game. What brings this up? The disappointing, yet high-adrenaline game played this past Sunday.
11.07.2011
Sweep me Away
Hi.
Recently, I've found myself returning again to a certain query... Is it really that hard for a guy to sweep a girl off her feet? And of course, I've been considering it as it applies to myself.
Recently, I've found myself returning again to a certain query... Is it really that hard for a guy to sweep a girl off her feet? And of course, I've been considering it as it applies to myself.
11.06.2011
Dance. Dance, I miss you.
Hi.
I miss it. I miss dancing.
In my previous post I mentioned how sleeping was one of my respites from the world. And dancing is the respite of respites. The rush of adrenaline from physically exerting oneself, the flow of the music, how it takes over your body, leaving your mind blank of all but the movements of your body. And I fell in love with it at the age of four.
Alright, maybe I didn't fall in love with it then (I was probably more awed), but I have definitely come to love it, as it has become an integral part of my identity.
I miss it. I miss dancing.
In my previous post I mentioned how sleeping was one of my respites from the world. And dancing is the respite of respites. The rush of adrenaline from physically exerting oneself, the flow of the music, how it takes over your body, leaving your mind blank of all but the movements of your body. And I fell in love with it at the age of four.
Alright, maybe I didn't fall in love with it then (I was probably more awed), but I have definitely come to love it, as it has become an integral part of my identity.
11.05.2011
Good morning! It's 3pm
Hi.
To the chagrin of those who know me, I often am a mix of a vampire and a sleep-a-holic. Yes, you often find me up till early hours of the morning or sleeping in through most of the day. However, to my chagrin, their opinions are usually based on the few moments where my sleeping has prevented me from getting to a practice on time or missing a meeting entirely. To be honest, it doesn't happen like that most of the time.
To the chagrin of those who know me, I often am a mix of a vampire and a sleep-a-holic. Yes, you often find me up till early hours of the morning or sleeping in through most of the day. However, to my chagrin, their opinions are usually based on the few moments where my sleeping has prevented me from getting to a practice on time or missing a meeting entirely. To be honest, it doesn't happen like that most of the time.
11.04.2011
The Catalytic Push
Hi.
I realized I'm bad at starting these posts off for now, so for now a simple Hi will have to suffice. ^_^
I swear that I've checked my blog about a billion times today just to look at my layout. Sure it might not be a big deal, but I look at it just say, "damn, that looks good." Though really what saddens me is that there's only one post (I can't wait to have that huge archive of posts). So, due to a combination of excitement, posts bouncing around in my head, and my secret hope that many people will read my (I hope intriguing) blog, I give you the second post.
I realized I'm bad at starting these posts off for now, so for now a simple Hi will have to suffice. ^_^
I swear that I've checked my blog about a billion times today just to look at my layout. Sure it might not be a big deal, but I look at it just say, "damn, that looks good." Though really what saddens me is that there's only one post (I can't wait to have that huge archive of posts). So, due to a combination of excitement, posts bouncing around in my head, and my secret hope that many people will read my (I hope intriguing) blog, I give you the second post.
Hello. Goodbye?
Hi.
I have been having trouble figuring out just quite how to introduce myself, and I still haven't quite figured out how to go about it.
So, hi.
It's how you meet new people; it's how you greet them. But even that little word requires the courage to stand up and shake someone's hand. The first look, the first touch, the first interaction - it's all said in that first greeting. Do you meet their gaze? Do you grip their hand like it's a life line? Do you smile or just tilt your head off to the side? There are many ways to say hello, but in the end, not much has to do with what you say. It's how you say it with your entire being.
I have been having trouble figuring out just quite how to introduce myself, and I still haven't quite figured out how to go about it.
So, hi.
It's how you meet new people; it's how you greet them. But even that little word requires the courage to stand up and shake someone's hand. The first look, the first touch, the first interaction - it's all said in that first greeting. Do you meet their gaze? Do you grip their hand like it's a life line? Do you smile or just tilt your head off to the side? There are many ways to say hello, but in the end, not much has to do with what you say. It's how you say it with your entire being.
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